Damn, I'm such a hypocrite. (With Question)

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It's been 4 and a half years since I started drawing, and yet I feel like I still care little for my artwork. I did upload some new, and fantastic, drawings a few days ago, and now I'm like "Where are the digital drawings?!", "Why haven't I focused on Paint Tool SAI and Krita?!", and certainly "Why do I improve more on my gaming skills and not so much on my artwork?!" I'm sure some people would be saying the same thing, but that's just me.

I even said that I can make more digital drawings now that I have programs such as Paint Tool, Adobe, and Krita:
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Yet, I still focus more on paper, which is alright as long as I draw it professionally and add details and color if necessary. However, I'm still in Sagashi's debt for giving me the premium back in the summer, which still are four remaining requests left to complete. And I did promise them digital, which I can still do, just as long as I don't get too distracted.

Onward to a more bigger question: Is my artwork ready for greater publicity?

When I mean by that, I mean actually share my artwork to more people by uploading them onto groups and other websites. Yes, I still remember what happened the last time when somebody thought it was okay to share my art even though those were my weakest attempts. The problem is not what I make, it's how I did it. If I manage to make my artwork look good and not rush it, it can expand dongs or at least impress many people to share with the others out there. Yes, I do remember that I should be drawing for fun, NOT for fame.

Although, this publicity will come at a dire cost if I'm not careful. As in attracting unwanted visitors, or having my artwork being used as examples for "cringe-worthy" galleries/results. Another thing is that I don't want to be too much known. Having people knowing your existence means that you'll have thousands swarming and pestering you, and I don't want too much attention nor all that popularity. Just enough to have SOME appreciation. Yes, I know its the internet, but I don't like to be demonized either or look useless to the rest of the world.

So again, I want share my artwork while avoiding too much attention. I like to keep a low-profile on myself.
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